Does that make me crazy?

When I am nervous, I mumble a safe word under my breath. Diasy, daisy, daisy. Its my daughers name. It's not always the same word. Sometimes it's the name of a crush. Or my cat's name. Mabey I say it loud when I'm alone. I have a bad memory and I get anxious. raspberry! raspberry! I wait tables and some people are so mean. So on my way to the kitchen I say something random like "amsarand." Its that silly symbol that means "and". Do you think I'm crazy? You get over it. There are so many levels of "nuts". I dont shoot poeple. I think most people deal with stress in their own way.